quite the night....

now that is the heart of God... wow... when Joel came over and held my face, just as my JC does... I knew I was in the right place... thank you Papa for showing me your love through everyone tonight... the words spoken were so healing - granted there is a journey still to follow, I know you are there, and my family is also - thank you...
About everything Lee... help me, heal me... I will just trust you...
Now, Christina is on her way over - yes it is late... but we are gonna go for a quick walk before bed... my head hurts too much from crying to sleep anyway... but its all for good... I love prayer... I know I sound crazy, but its what connects me to my prince, to the champion of my heart... and if that makes me crazy... I hope that I become even crazier... (sorry Chan...but this is love...)