another day
so it has been quite a busy past few days - well not really... but in my mind it has been crazy busy! I was in an awful bad mood on Sunday... not sure if it was related to the insane stuff happening at work or if it was just a build up of everything over time... all I know - I was in one foul mood!
I took yesterday to just wrap myself in music and the word... it is so easy to try and carry everything on my own, to think that in some way I am big enough to carry all that I see, that I am strong enough to make it through... It is humbling for me to realize that this is not the case - I am weak... but I know someone who is strong! Its still incredible to me to recognize that the creator of the universe know, cares and loves me... in all times... there is nothing I can do, nothing I can give, nothing I can be that will ever make me good enough or deserving enough of that gift - it is free... his love is free... simple as that! WOW
Needless to say, I was refreshed - life will go on, my circumstances will not change... but my attitude through it will... not because of who I am but because of who HE is...
Off to my other job... smiles
Labels: my daily dance
posted by Carin | 15:39
1 Comments:
Carin, I hear you I usaed to feel the same way when i worked at the hospital. I never did find a way to deal with all my stress. I guess thats why I am a stay at home mom for now. I must say that bubble baths do help greatly for me. Take care. And oh ya, Mary Kay I am in for sure. I am asking around if anyone else is interested maybe Ill have a catalogue party. I'll let ya know.
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