pillow talk...

I thought that today I would share a little of my recent struggles with you... I hadn't really realized how much I was feeling this way until last night when Matt and I were laying in bed last night... we were just talking and praying together... and I was for once being a little vulnerable...
I have been feeling quite isolated lately... it seems that I am working so much and so I have to miss church or prayer or anything... and with all of my family drama going on... and lack of outside friendship - I just have been feeling alone.
I sometimes feel like I don't have things in common with anyone... I mean, I can share in the joys and journeys of God with people... but I have no gift to share with anyone - who really wants to hear about the sick people I take care of? I can listen... but how else can I bless people and share in their lives? It makes me feel a little emotional... smiles - but I guess that is a good thing... better than bottling it all up...
It makes me wonder how many other people out there feel disconnected or alone sometimes... I mean I always have God - he never leaves me nor forsakes me... he's been my constant always. I have Matt and by no means do I mean to say that he isn't the greatest friend of all time - cuz he is my best friend...
So yeah... just feelin a little down - maybe too much work-too many night shifts... In the efforts of not sounding too blah and depressed, I feel much better after praying and talking with my husband last night... those who wait on the Lord will renew their strength... sigh... peace...